Cupid's Masturbation Darts (If You Don't Want Me)

CUPID'S MASTURBATION DARTS (IF YOU DON'T WANT ME)

Cupid's masturbation darts
hitting faded targets forest-green
Lawn stained sex
White
Sheets

a note book pages diary of empty beds
never loved
Loving the hurt
Pain

Continue the charade
I keep an arrow poised positioned
with Cupid's darts at my shoulder's back
ready to fly across your mind's
field of thought's
un-understanding
why you can't face the lie
Bull's-eye
naked
I aim for

thick stupid boy won't dare to bare the truth
chance solitude
I long to pierce your rationalities
In my sight
Harshness

having the unwanted
wanting the un-obtainable
rejecting the desired
obtained
I'll tell you this so odd
if you want me to forget you
just love me on forest lawns
target green sex stained with
Cupid's masturbation darts